.Tears.

"a boy once asked,"God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said: " When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly. And finally, I gave her a tear to shed.
This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."
~source: forwarded email~
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There comes a time in every person's life that u just feel very tired and would want to give up. Right now... i just wish im alone in an island ,, just sitting on the shore... watching the waves come to and fro .... washing the sands away and bringing them to the ocean where they would be deposited in the bottom and waits for centuries or aeons to be carried again to the shore. My heart wants to holler and scream right now.... i wanna yell at the uncaring sun... i wanna beat the earth with my fist ... let them open up and swallow all the emptiness and sadness im feeling right now...
You know what,,, i know this is a morbid thought yet sometimes i feel like being dead is the best situation where i can be. Sometimes i feel jelous of those i hear or get to know that someone departed.... they are so lucky they wont be able to feel anymore the sadness and pain in this world.... Right now,, i just wanna cry..... :(